Dear Diary,
Its been a super long time since I gave you some serious attention – SO FINALLY- here I am.
Life has been a roller-coaster ride and I didn’t know when will I finally get to stop and breathe. Here’s a quick update on what life has been since September – the last when I wrote a blog.
Trust me a lot of LIFE has happened, my overthinking has fluctuated more than the stock market and yet I have managed to keep my sanity- three cheers to that. The most happiest and the saddest moments have dawned on me and I am equally thankful for them because I wouldn’t be what I am and I wouldn’t have learnt what I have if it wasn’t for them.
I’m gonna give you a sandwich update about things. The good thing since September is I have made some beautiful set of friends who I love and cherish – these guys are like my long lost family. I love them and feel super grateful to God that I have these people around me. They have made me realise and understand that love doesn’t need grand gestures and no one is too busy for the ones they care about.
The not so happy part is that my one good old friend has drifted away. I can barely see this person in my life anymore & I don’t know why the “cold war bro”. It saddens me because “jaate nahi kahi rishte poorane, kisi naye ke aa jaane se” sounds good in movies but in reality this line is not convincing enough. I wish I could turn back time but oh well!! This person broke my heart okay- dukh, dard, pida (at max pro level)
Moreover, I got to know that everything and everyone is not as it seems. We have to choose whom to trust and whom not to. This is probably where my kindness and humanity fails me because even if its a snake that’s hurt, I’ll go rescue it irrespective of how dangerous the snake is – coz that’s how I am (naïve ).
The next good thing is that Christmas is around and a lot of deco and prep goes around in Panjim. Its beautiful to see the state capital lit up like a thousand stars. IFFI is just a beautiful trailer to the Christmas season that can be felt approaching. That city has mesmerized me to an extent I cannot describe.
Yea, so that’s my sandwich of the goods and the bad in my 21’s.
And yes, there have been a few Hailee’s comets of good people (who also look cute) ….
Overall, the past few months have been cherishing and worth living for. When I pray for wisdom I feel God takes me too seriously and puts me through the best of the worst. Though I am grateful for every little thing and will take the leap of faith to make mistakes and learn from them..
At the end of 2022, I want to be happy with a oh well, then a what if ..
Cheers!!!
michellewritesart 