Ever got so annoyed that you wished the person were dead? Wished you never met them? Wished you’d never see them again?
This is maybe just another way of my mind telling me that I need a break. There is a beauty at the way my mind asks me to cut down and pause for a while. It takes me on different mood swings from being entirely calm to being infuriated for no reason at all. Just stating facts, my values and virtues get affected by people I surround myself with. My mind is more like a plant that reacts to things that go on around me.
I cannot be this heartless person who is okay being friends with someone who never sees the fault towards their behaviour to others. Someone who uses people and then leaves them. Taking advantage of someone’s vulnerability and loneliness just for your advantage is evil. Even if the other person is willing to self-sabotage themselves its not right on your behalf to just let them go ahead with it.
Even if life sucks- doesn’t mean you let conscious be blinded by the way life treats you. What is wrong is wrong. No matter how beneficial and advantageous it can be to you. Our conscious and thinking is what makes us Human or else we are just Heartless Beasts, aren’t we?
When it comes to me and I see anyone around me doing this kind of crap, I choose to do two things: confront them or leave them. Confronting them would make them aware of my opinion regarding their behaviour and what I feel is not right as per my opinion. Even if they give me the best of explanation for them to entertain that unrighteous path- I be firm that its wrong and should be stopped.
If confrontation does not work and there seems to be no respect for my opinion and words of advice- I leave. I’d rather not be a part of something that’s going to ruin innocent lives when I know I could’ve stopped the worst from happening. Its basic human nature to be kind or what are we even then?
Relations and bonds should be treasured but if they seem to get toxic- its worth a shot to try solving them, saving them and praying for them. If nothing works and yet you choose to stay- remember its you trying to sabotage your life because it will affect your character. Eventually you too will become a heartless person and your true self will be lost. And what’s the point if you save your friendship but lose your soul? It won’t be you anymore.
Everyone deserves a happy ending- and remember you too are an “everyone”. You don’t have to bear with something that doesn’t fit your personality. Learn to prioritise your virtues because that is what sets you apart and makes You the amazing radiating person you are. Therefore, take a break from toxicity, leave them behind, move towards things that make you feel at home and be at peace.
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